hold the love together

When the tears hit the floor,
it fall apart like the broken glasses.
Heart n love,is always weaker than we expected,
we have to use all the stregth,to protect it.
Sometimes,the feeling hurt ourselves,
but it is something that we have to go through
to reach the happiness that are waiting for us infront there.

Both of us,have different way to define the meaning of love,
but i hope u understand,no matter what happen between us,
my love will stay within you..

if i can chose the time to end my life,

i prefer to end it before i met you,

because i will regret if my death make my love feel sad..

tHe saNd oF tiMe

时间的摇摆，
暂停人的思想。
有些人，任由时间去左右生命的步伐。
有些人，在人生的漩涡中穿梭，成为自己生命的主宰。

时间将我们带到目标的时候，
你是失去方向的人群？还是重新来过的领导者？

生命是种选择，生命也是种决定。
随着时间的潮流走动的人群，永远没有选择的时间与权利。

我爱的她，慧

后来，
当糖带着疲累不堪的身体离去时，
他才明白，原来他也可以爱上别人。

他给她的爱，
不是因为得不到另一个她，
而找来得代替品。
这两份爱，
没法做比较，
也没法抄袭。

“我愿意接受你给予的幸福，
即使我们注定要那么的平凡，我也愿意。
虽没有华丽的婚礼，心里的爱已足于让我们的幸福升华。“

当她那么告诉他时，
他也很明白，
他想给她的幸福与爱，
不是从另一个她身上复制过来的。

慧，我爱你。

雨

天使的泪水从天际掉落时，
它拍打着我肩膀的每一下都像射穿我身体般的痛。
是雨的重量在伤害着我，
还是我身心的疲惫使我经不起泪水的考验？

水和糖不论多么努力的搅拌，
永远都没办法像加了牛奶的咖啡一样散发着令人难忘的香。

糖用了它的一生为水付出，
却如何也没办法使水摆脱平凡的命运。
水加了糖，变甜了。
但它却常常分不了轻重，使水承受了太多的糖分，
令它甜得难以下咽。

糖知道，
哪天，水一定可以得到幸福。
糖也知道，
水的幸福，它给不了。

the end 。the beginning

Finally,I finish my UEC exam.
Actaully,I didn't really did well in the exam as things just don't seem right.
For the first time,I am lacking of ideas when I am trying to finish my essay,
and that is the first time,I understand what 'hypertension' means.
Maybe i am pushing myself too hard to do better.

Finsihing my exam,I know I have to move on to another place.
I am leaving school soon,start something new that are awaiting me out there.
This is an ending,and also a beginning for me.
I don't know what is going to happen in the future,but i knew i can't stop at this moment.
I hope i could have more courage to move on,
at least let me have the strength to let go something that i shouldn't bring it along with me.

I am so afraid to face all these,
because it is so horrible to face something unknown,don't you think so?
And the same things always happen at this moment,
she will never be with me when i need her.

I knew what is the ending between she and me,
but I am just pretending there is a hope infront of us.
Does that means accepting something bad is more horrible than facing the unknown?
Who knows?
No one is going to care about that,isn't it?
Because not even me gonna think about that now.
Love is a a part of life,
but when the love you are giving is more than you nor your beloved one can afford,
it's going to make your life apart.

被风吹起的蒲公英，它是那么快乐的飞翔着，但这份快乐却只能维持到它掉落到地面的那一刻。
相爱的两个人，他们是那么的幸福，但这份幸福却必须在说了不爱后出现裂痕。
没有永远吹不停的风，也没有给不完的爱，
更没有永远爱你的我....

How much you love..

As I sat there in English class,
I stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so-called "best friend".
I stared at her long, silky hair.
I wished she were mine,
but she didn't notice me like that.
And I knew it.
After class she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before,
and I handed them to her.
She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

11th Grade
The phone rang.
It was her on the other end.
She was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because
she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes,
wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks,"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is sick," she said.
He's not going to go.
Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade
we made apromise that if neither of us had dates
we would go together just as "best friends," so we did.
Prom night after everything was over
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her.
She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that,
and Iknow it. Then she said, "I had the best time,thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her. I want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends.I love her,
but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Graduation Day
A day passed.
A week passed.
A month passed.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated
like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and she cried as I hugged her.
Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said,
"You're my best friend, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her.
I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too shy.And I don't know why…

A Few Years Later
Now, I sit in the pews of the church.
She is getting married,now.
I watched her say, "I do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me andsaid, "You came!"
She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her. I want her to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love her,
butI'm just too shy. And I don't know why...

Funeral
Years passed,
and I looked down at the coffin of thegirl
who used to be my best friend."
At the service they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high schoolyears.
This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he were mine.
But he doesn't notice me like that, and Iknow it.
I want to tell him. I want him to know that
I don't want to be just friends. I love him,
but I'mjust too shy, and I don't know why.
I wish he would tell me he loved me…

I wish I did too…i thought to myself, and I cried.

tell how much you love her/him,if you stil given the chance

wiNd

as the wind blows,
i dont care did you ever notice me,
because wind dont care how people thinks,
they live for theirself...
they drift in the way they like..

when the scenes of life came into my mind,
i smiled,
not because all the stupid stuff i did for you,
its only because i have no regret in my life.
i tried my best to hold your hand,
although you're not mine at the end of us,
but you will be always here,inside my memory..

i learned to live like wind,
i feel no sadness nor happiness,
because i realize,freedom is my true color..

isnt me..

held your hand,is what i want to do,but u never give me your hand..
a kiss,is what i want from you,but u never give me one..
your arms,is where i want to rest,but it's not the place for me..
your love,is the best gift from you,but it will never be mine..

you told me u used to think of accept me,should i be glad to hear that?
maybe,but all these still cant bring us together,can it?
because everytime you think of it,it's only a what you think in your mind,
when time goes away,you and me still cant be 'us',
because the one for you isn't me,it's him..

jiMmy sAid..

1. 很清楚的知道她不合適自己，可是更確定的是他不會主動說分手。
他只是耗著等著，直到有一天女生自己受不了忽冷忽熱、若即若離的態度，
或是等到年華老去不得不下決定時，自己選擇離開。
妳的主動離開，我沒有負心，反而是尊重與成全妳的決定。

2. 半年後發現，他居然可以跟一個只認識三個月的女生步入禮堂，
令她晴天霹靂，才明白他不是不想結婚，不是真的不婚主義者，
說穿了只是他不想跟妳結婚。八年的愛情長跑比不上三個月的感情。

3. 這位故事中的男生是我的朋友，現在也已經結婚半年。
當他聽到劉若英的「後來」，居然會無法克制的流眼淚，
想起的是他交往八年的前任女友。為什麼會難過，
因為妻子身上有著前任女友的影子，他才明白其實他喜歡的就是這種類型的女孩。

4. 可是人往往很矛盾，喜歡她的倔強與有性格，卻受不了她的嬌縱。
喜歡她的落落大方，卻受不了她的朋友一堆；
你愛她的小家碧玉，就不要怪她不夠大方；愛她的活潑大方，就不要批評她像花蝴蝶一樣。
戀愛談的愈長，結婚的可能性就愈低，
所以有時候戀愛的長度與結婚的可能性成反比。

5. 喜新厭舊是人性，日子久了，會結婚不是為了愛情，而是責任感的驅使。
婚後的他才慢慢的發現，當時的那一段感情其實不是不愛，
是時間太久了太長了，把愛情給磨掉了，再遇到另一個女孩點燃了愛情的火苗，
星星之火足以遼源，把枯竭已久的愛情給予生命，所以倉促的決定結婚。
等到真的結婚後，愛情降了溫，才慢慢的發現其實妻子的身上有著許多前任女友的影子，
他比較愛的人其實還是前任女友，可是他娶的卻不是她。
這樣的情節不知道是不是也在別處同樣上演著？

6. 學生時代的愛情很單純，出社會以後總想等工作穩定以後再結婚，
工作穩定以後又想等有一點積蓄買車子、買房子以後再結婚，
等著等著，等到愛情被時光給消磨，等到第三者介入點燃了對方心中激情的火苗，
乾柴烈火不可收拾以後，曾經在年少一起織夢的理想全都抵擋不了新鮮感的激情，
所以琵琶別抱，到最後步入禮堂的都不是在一起同甘共苦、共同經歷過寒、暑假，等當兵的人。

7. 所以奉勸各位女孩子，如果對方真的是你想結婚的對象，
不要想著有房子有車子有金子，有了一切再結婚。
現實是，等他有了一切，他的身價暴漲是有價值的單身貴族，
他必需要面臨的是更多的誘惑，
妳長久以來的等待與年輕時許下的山盟海誓都難以抵擋誘惑排山倒海的來。
就像我現在若不嫁他，非得等到他有車子有房子還有存款時再結婚，
那時新娘有極高的可能不是我。因為要等到什麼都有還要幾年？
有能力的男人就像酒愈久愈香醇，女人則像麵包一樣有賞味期限，青春是女人的天敵。
如果我是他，等到我三十五歲，什麼都有是個有上千萬身價的黃金單身漢，
我並不需要一個很有能力而年過三十的女人來幫襯我，
我寧可選個如花似玉，年輕貌美的女生，也許沒有什麼工作能力，
至少發揮了賞心悅目的功能，一個真正有能力的男人，
不會在乎一個女人是否能在他的財富上加乘。遇上對的人，莫等待莫蹉跎，
也許沒有房子沒有車子，只要他認真上進，他就是張有潛力的積優股，早點進場獲利更高。

8. 也提醒各位男士，如果對方真的是你想好好疼愛的女人，
別讓她等太久，有她一起陪你奮鬥應該是很美好的一件事除非你心中有其他的想法，
否則別讓愛情等太久，把真愛都磨掉了！雖然聽起來很殘忍,
但身邊的家人朋友都有類似的例子。真愛，就不要等，除非是不想結婚......

untitled

we are both liar,
i am lying to myself hoping that you might love me someday,
but i know who you actually love..
you are lying to yourself,
telling yourself he is not the one for you,
but u didn realize that deep inside you,
you hope he love you more than anyone..
you know it more than i do,same as i know myself more than anyone..

we dont have the courage to accept,
accept the reality that go against our hope.
i love you,i want you to be mine,
but at the same time,i want you to be with him,
so that i have no more excuses to cheat myself.
we dont want to admit it,but that is the truth..

you not dare to tell him how much you love him,
because you afraid of getting hurt;
i not dare to accept the truth,
because i afraid of getting hurt.
we are coward,coward who not dare to face our heart..

do you remember the midnight 3am we used to spent together?
it is the greatest time i ever have in my life,
but it is a past.
just as she said,
yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery,and today is a gift that we called it present..
i dont have chance to hold your hand now,
but i hope that there is someone holding your hand and protect you for me..

i want to hold your hand tightly,so that you wont run away

but i afraid of hurting you if i hold too tight.

so i learn to let go,if i m your happiness,

our handhold is stronger that anyone,if i am not,i prefer to set you free..

saying goodbye

[1st of August,Tuesday]
death brought her away from me,forever.
although we dont always met each other,
but i still dont used to world without her..
things too sudden for me,i cant believe that she left without a words.
deep inside my heart,i hope this is only a nightmare,
if it is,can anyone wake me up from it?
Tears from my eyes told me that i will never have a chance to hear her voice anymore,
because her soul and body have already seperated.
"she wants us too be happy,"that is how my friend comfort me,
but i am so sorry that i have to bring her down,
because it is impossible for me toaccept it happily..
i always though that we are still young,and we have plenty of time,
but life sometimes cruel and unpredictable..
i planned to call her our after my exam,but there isnt any chance now.
maybe,i should spend more time woth her..
maybe,i should keep it touch with her..
if this is what fated to happen,
then i hope i am the one faith taking away but not her..

[iF]

if this is the last day of my life,
i want to me the one for you.
is this the last day of my life?
no,so i am not the one yet..

if i have wings to fly,
i will be there for you accompanying you everyday.
do i have wings?
no,so there is still a distance between us..

if i pour out all the water in pacific ocean,
then my love will fade away.
can i pour out all the water in pacific ocean?
no,so my love is still here,with you..

haBit

I should be a heartless,but again,i sunk into the river,
the river of love.Are we not fated to be together?
I dont know,maybe thats the way we should be.
I hate love,but i fall in love again..

I have a heart,but i am powerless to control it.

I dont remember,did I dream of you anymore.
I dont remember,did I think of you again.
I dont remember,did I still love you like yesterday.
I dont remember,since when,all these have became a habit..

I have forgotten,not because it is a past,
but its because loving you have became a habit.
Habit,is something we need not to know,but repeat it without realize.

I dont remember I dreamed of you,
because you even appear in my mind when I am day dreaming.
I dont remember I think of you,
because you are inside me.neaver fade away.
I dont remember I love you like yesterday,
beacause I love you more than yesterday,but less than tomorrow...

this world was built with love and hatred,
we are not given a chance to choose,
I were chosen to love,
but if I can,I neither love nor hate.

the one who really know the precious of happiness,
is those who have met failure in life..

oNLy fOR yOu..

As the swing swings...
Will u be there just for me?
As the wind blows...
Can u ever notice me again?
As the river flow...
Can u see my reflection on you?
As the sunrise...
Will I be always in your mind?

It's not just a thing to say...
I just want you to understand how i feel
And what I really is...
It's not that i dont wan to tell you
It's just that I wan you to understand
You worth everything i did for you
Because you are everything for me
It's not that I am not in your mind
But i am always out of your sight...
It's not that you hate me
You acctually like me...
But unfortunately...
Your like is only as a friend not as a couple
It's not something I think so complicatedly
It's something for me to understand...
There's nothing such as worth or not for me to like you nor to make you as "my friend"
It's not that you wanted to hurt me
It's something you want me to know
You said you can't give me anything
You said you can't see me like that
You said you can't turnback
You said you can't face me
You said you can't see me in your heart
Cause I m not a somebody for you... not for you...
You said you're sorry...
But you didn't know that i never blame you at all..

Yung,although i am not the chosen one,but i never regret for giving all the best of me

iNfiNity!?

I am not worthy for you to do all these..
for all the girl in this world,dont ever say this to a guy who love you so much.
cause he is doing all this,without any repay.
you can said that,guys are stupid creature,
sometimes,he give all the best of him even they know she dont love him.
but what to do?that what we call love,maybe you might think that its a sacrifice,
but the one who giving,wont lost anything,cause they feel its worth,even its only a smile you gave him.

in their mind,
their is nothing such as worth or not,cause doing something for the person we love,
its another sense of happiness..

but for the one who waiting for love,dont ever says
I will wait you forever..
I will love you till forever..
i bet you cant do that,
cause infinity is too far for the tiny existense of human..
no one lives forever,neither you nor me,
not even those who giving a meaningless infinity promises..
human change as time will fade..
maybe you might think that i am pessimistic in the view of love,
unfortunately,its true.
are you gonna hold a hopeless love?
are you going to use all your lifetime to wait even you know its a endless waiting?
think of it before you tell how infinity your love can be..

p.s.
to yung,i cant give you a endless promise,
what i gonna do is telling you a present truth that i really love you..
i always hoping you are here with me,every moment..
sharing what happened to me,my feeling,my love with you

tHe pRoMisE

do you ever give a promist that you cant keep?
giving this kinda promise is a empty bottle that cant fill anything,
its meaningless and useless..

maybe,she dont know what you said,cause she only remember the one for her,
maybe,she dont want you to do as you promised,cause she has nothing to give you,
but she never know,what we care aint what she give us,
we only care whether she is happy at this moment..

i used to promised i will be there for her no matter what,
but she never let me know,just as me name never appear in her heart
just as i am nothing for her.

Dont hold my hand, if your going to let go.....
Dont say u love me, when you not really sure.....
Dont give me hope, if your going to bring me down.....
Dont say forever, if you won't be there.....
Dont keep me waiting, if you dunno what to say.....
Dont give memories, if you wan me to forget.....
Dont give me promises, if they never be kept........

think before you say,cause you have to pay for it,
especially when a person believe in your promise so much..

stay.oR.change!?

when things change into the way u dont want,
n u knew its imposible for it to turn back to the past,what will u do?
will u wasting your time keep on denying the reality,
waiting something imposible happen make it the way u like?
or u will let go the belief and move forward,accept it,no matter how cruel it is?
no matter how long you wait,time never go against the reality.
its much easier to let go the past,accept the truth.
sometimes,people use a life time denying and waiting.
sometimes,they realize that changes are needed.
what will you do if your life change unexpected?
what kinda perople you want to be?

cOnfeSsioN

remember the time i start my blog,i juz wanted to throw all my unhappiness into it.
i just wanted to let my heart rest in it.
but i now understand that,there is no sadness that last forever.
i am still the heartless i wanted to be,i give up my heart to the demon to release myself from the pain suffer inside me.
i m nobody now,only a shadow that come out from the door.a duplicate of me that strong enough to face the pain..

lovehurts no longer hurt me beacause she is within me now
will it be the another knife that stab into my heart?or it will be the potion of all..

[L.o.v.e]about it..

Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isnt it?

it makes you so vulneable.
its opens your chest and it open up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
you build up all these defences,you build up a whole suit of armour,so that nothing can hurt you,then one stupid person,no different from any other stupid person,wnaders into your stupid life..
you give them a piece of you.they didnt ask for it.they did something dumb one day,like kiss you or smile at you.,and then your life isnt you own anymore.
love takes hostage.it gets inside you.it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,so simple a phrase like
'maybe we should be just like friend' turn into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
it hurts.not just in the imagination.not just in the mind.its a soul-hurt,a real gets-in-side-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.i HATE love
i
never understand the theory of love,cause i m not talented

mEmoRieS

rEcaLL oF mEmOriEs[6th JaNuaRy 2005]
-爱我还是他-
黑暗中的我们都没有说话 你只想回家 不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太让人害怕 温柔你的手 轻轻揉着我的发
你的眉眼说 你好渴望我拥抱 你身体却在拼命逃 但欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他 是不是真的他要比我好 你为谁在挣扎
爱我还是他就 说出你想说的真心话 你到底要跟我还是他
爱爱爱......这是不是命运对我的惩罚
爱你也没办法 恨你也没办法
陷在这个漩涡只想挣脱它 拉住你的手 却让我也被拖下
你的眉眼说 你不渴望我拥抱 每当爱变成了煎熬 你就开始要逃
你爱我还是他 是不是我可以做得更的好 让你不再挣扎
爱我还是他 我宁愿听到残忍的回答 也不要再被耍
你爱我还是他 我为你找了一百个理由 我就是那么傻
爱我还是他 是否沉默代替你的回答 我应该明白吗
爱我是他 噢 你都已看不到我们的好 我还会心牵挂
你爱我还是他 是否沉默就是你的回答 我们都别挣扎 去爱他

since u chosen to love him,what can i do is only wish u happy..

bleed inside me

i promised myself not to think about her,
but when i trying to get away from everything about her,
people keep on telling me tihngs about her
cant u'all stop talking about her?i m sick with that,leave me alone,pls..
stop telling me how she doing,how good she is..

i knew how much i care about her,so i have to lock myself from her.
is he better then me?i wanted to know,but i m not dare to know.
i dont knw him,but there something i knew,he is much luckier than me...
i gave all my best just to get her love,but what he gave her?

3years,is only a period of time to prove how imposible for her to love me..
no matter how much i gave her,we are not fated to be together?

i forgotten how long i didn use the word '再見 ' when i waved goodbye to her
is that bcoz i dont wan to see her anymore?
i dun know,maybe deep inside of me i hope she dissapeared,so that there is no more prove of i used to love her

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mournRejoice every time you hear the sound of my voiceJust know that I'm looking down on you smilingAnd I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back...
--WHEN I'GONE[ENINEM]

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remember the pain,when u told me how much u love him.
forget all d sadness,i m who i m again.
left the scars inside my heart but it wont harm me anymore..

letting things go is not as hard as i used to though.
i used to though i need love,but i found the truth now.
i dont need love,what i need is someone who can replace her in my heart.
i realize its hard to get somoae better then her so i chosen to forget.
forgeting is much easier,cause she is the perfect girl that cant be replaced,but erased a memory,
just need to press the delete button inside my heart,just like how we delete things in computer.

the only diff in it is,this delete progress take me alot of time.
till the end,did i succeed?i think so,cause i no longer care about her..

all about him..

a sentimental person,that she cant blieve dat he can cry when reading only a novel.
a rasional person,who can even analyse his own failure love story.
a cold-blooded person,who never wanted to care abt anyone,not even his frens.
a actor,who trying to act as a heartless guy,but the turth is he love she more then anyone.
a liar,who never wan to admit how much he love her,coz she is his scars of memories.

his heart sink inside him,cause he oredi lost the ability of love.he no longer feel love,coz he is HEARTLESS now
dats why he change his name to XENO-HEARTLESS

stupid mE

how stupid i m?
i used to hav a gal who loved me so much,but i given up the love she gave me,i chosen the gal who dun love me at all..
i waited,time faded away.,i tot she might fall on me someday.i tot giving all the best of me can touch her heart,make her love me.
but i m wrong,she din realize how much i love her,as i din realize how painful n blind love is..
the day i left,wind blew away my tears.but she din saw it,coz i nvr stay in her heart..

broken

autumn,the season of falling leaves,floated in wind,drop to the loveless land..
every piece of it,is the unwanted part of tree,juz like my fragile heart.
broke into pieces,drift in sky like how the leaves do..
who can pick up the pieces?who can stick it back to the way they used to be..

how stupid guy is..

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-tears n life-

its true dat we are only a tiny exist of this world,juz like a dust in air.
sometimes,the one we care of wont really realize n appreciate us.
i understand how it feel,coz i m oso one of a person who din get attention of d gal i love.. but try 2 turn ur back n c around u,

mayb thr is oso a person giving u all d best of her/him.

life is juz like a cup of tea,as we drink it,we enjoy it.dun make ur tea taste bitter.altho sometimes its cold,but some hot water can warm it up.its not life dat frostbite us,its we ourself make life hard..
no one in this world worth our tears,
d one who really do,wont let us cry
because they are someone who really love us.

dun cry for wat happened,but smile for wat it brought to u..

study uncommonly

in common sense,we knw dat
study=no fail------(1)
no study=fail------(2)
but when we added them 2gether we will find d truth is...
(1)+(2):
no study+study=no fail+fail
study(no+1)=fail(no+1)
study=fail
n we will get...no study equal wit no fail
so,we for we study so hard!?

till the day i die..

a fren of my asked me a ques yest,wat will u do if ur life left 24 hours?
its a gd ques coz we will nvr knw when r we leaving this world..
if i m leaving dis world,the last thing i wan to do is call all my fren n say gd bye to them..
no matter he o she close to me o not,i hope dat they will be wit me till d last minute..
i cannot ask them 2 remember me 4ever,but its enough 4 me 2 spend my last breath with them..
b thr wit me as i will b wit u'all,k?

the beginning and the end

what will i do if god give me a wish?will i want everything to start over again?or i will hope things stop at the begining,before they hurt me?
i thk i will choose to stop,coz i oredi knw the ending.i wont let everything start from the begining juz to hurt myself once again..
this post is oso for VieN

actor

i m acting recently,to b a cold-blooded person ..
i try to be a person who dont care about anything,anyone..
trying to leave myself in my own world.the more u care about other ppl,the more u might be hurted..m i protecting myself!?
i thk so..

blinded

i never tot dat i might start a blog at all,why n wat make me do so?
i dun really knw,mayb bcoz i wanted 2 create another personality of me in this unknown web..
no1 knws who is d 1 who writing bhind d com,no1 knws who he o she is..
wat u knw is only words..

gone

when things go wrong,when love gone,
all of us will be there for you