bleed inside me

i promised myself not to think about her,
but when i trying to get away from everything about her,
people keep on telling me tihngs about her
cant u'all stop talking about her?i m sick with that,leave me alone,pls..
stop telling me how she doing,how good she is..

i knew how much i care about her,so i have to lock myself from her.
is he better then me?i wanted to know,but i m not dare to know.
i dont knw him,but there something i knew,he is much luckier than me...
i gave all my best just to get her love,but what he gave her?

3years,is only a period of time to prove how imposible for her to love me..
no matter how much i gave her,we are not fated to be together?

i forgotten how long i didn use the word '再見 ' when i waved goodbye to her
is that bcoz i dont wan to see her anymore?
i dun know,maybe deep inside of me i hope she dissapeared,so that there is no more prove of i used to love her

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mournRejoice every time you hear the sound of my voiceJust know that I'm looking down on you smilingAnd I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back...
--WHEN I'GONE[ENINEM]