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we are both liar,
i am lying to myself hoping that you might love me someday,
but i know who you actually love..
you are lying to yourself,
telling yourself he is not the one for you,
but u didn realize that deep inside you,
you hope he love you more than anyone..
you know it more than i do,same as i know myself more than anyone..

we dont have the courage to accept,
accept the reality that go against our hope.
i love you,i want you to be mine,
but at the same time,i want you to be with him,
so that i have no more excuses to cheat myself.
we dont want to admit it,but that is the truth..

you not dare to tell him how much you love him,
because you afraid of getting hurt;
i not dare to accept the truth,
because i afraid of getting hurt.
we are coward,coward who not dare to face our heart..

do you remember the midnight 3am we used to spent together?
it is the greatest time i ever have in my life,
but it is a past.
just as she said,
yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery,and today is a gift that we called it present..
i dont have chance to hold your hand now,
but i hope that there is someone holding your hand and protect you for me..

i want to hold your hand tightly,so that you wont run away

but i afraid of hurting you if i hold too tight.

so i learn to let go,if i m your happiness,

our handhold is stronger that anyone,if i am not,i prefer to set you free..