the end 。the beginning

Finally,I finish my UEC exam.
Actaully,I didn't really did well in the exam as things just don't seem right.
For the first time,I am lacking of ideas when I am trying to finish my essay,
and that is the first time,I understand what 'hypertension' means.
Maybe i am pushing myself too hard to do better.

Finsihing my exam,I know I have to move on to another place.
I am leaving school soon,start something new that are awaiting me out there.
This is an ending,and also a beginning for me.
I don't know what is going to happen in the future,but i knew i can't stop at this moment.
I hope i could have more courage to move on,
at least let me have the strength to let go something that i shouldn't bring it along with me.

I am so afraid to face all these,
because it is so horrible to face something unknown,don't you think so?
And the same things always happen at this moment,
she will never be with me when i need her.

I knew what is the ending between she and me,
but I am just pretending there is a hope infront of us.
Does that means accepting something bad is more horrible than facing the unknown?
Who knows?
No one is going to care about that,isn't it?
Because not even me gonna think about that now.
Love is a a part of life,
but when the love you are giving is more than you nor your beloved one can afford,
it's going to make your life apart.

被风吹起的蒲公英，它是那么快乐的飞翔着，但这份快乐却只能维持到它掉落到地面的那一刻。
相爱的两个人，他们是那么的幸福，但这份幸福却必须在说了不爱后出现裂痕。
没有永远吹不停的风，也没有给不完的爱，
更没有永远爱你的我....