Rain

雨啊….

为什么你要在这个时候下?

是不是要帮我洗脱面上的泪水，

是不是要帮我掩盖我的哭声…

I told myself to act like nothing happened,

but my heart can't stop bleeding when I know you are in his arms..

willingness

一个巴掌打不响。

所有的痛，不是一个人的责任。
所有的伤，不是一个人可以造成的。

一个愿打一个愿挨，
没有对错之分，更没有责任的存在。

所有一切的一切，是心甘情愿的。

The reflection

镜子，以两个极致为标准；白与黑。
只有纯净的白与黑，才可以发挥到“照”的精髓。
当然，白与黑还是需要光的推波助澜，
毕竟物理原理的“照”，说穿了也只是光的折射。

人性的折射，倒没办法得到很好的定义。
因为人性，没办法那么的清楚分辨出白与黑。

不是每样东西都能分辨得那么清晰的。
没有人有能力及资格去审判一个人的对与错。
更没有人能够很坦然的述说
自己是纯净的白，或是纯净的黑。

只有无拘无束，
才是自由。

人的自由，
终会在某个时期受到考验。
并不是我们不想随心所欲。

而是理解到，
我们有自己必须扮演的角色，
也有我们必须遵从的游戏规则。

坦然，是在无拘无束的产物。

谁 * 不渴望自己可以坦然地面对一切。
又有 谁，不可渴望两袖清风的洒脱...

Wars never seems to end.


Everyone is chasing their dreams
Everyone is struggling with the truth
Everyone is lying to someone they love
Everyone is learning to enjoy their life
Everyone is trying to be who they are...




Pursuing is what life meant to be

错。层次

不同水准的人，
真的很难根另一种水准的人的思想。

这并不是鄙视，
而是一种准备，心理上的准备。
并不是谁的错，知是世界观的不同而已。

God.Damn.It

Sometimes, thing doesn't happen for a reason.
It doesn't have to make sense, because it's the choice.
有些时候，事情的发生 是不可理喻的。
那是种选择，不是一种道理。

Again and again, we try to understand some thing...
我们尝试了好多次，去理解....

- darkness -

The day is Darkest before Dawn.
Although I can see the light infront of me,
but the journal seems to be very far..

It's a long Night,
whose hand can I hold?

坦然

人，往往会走到失去的时刻，

才能很坦然地面对。

结束

如果哪天，世界走到了尽头时，
你会不会想念曾经是那么蓝的天空，
和曾经是那么绿的地呢？

-珍惜-

THE TIME MACHINE

"Time Machine" have been the technology

that had been discussed through the centuries.

“时光机”使这几世纪来不断被讨论的科技。

Why!?

为什么呢？

It's because human, seems to

care more towards past and future.

人类，似乎更在意过去与未来。

The past that we given up for our growth,

那个我们为了成长而放弃的过去，

the future that we doesn't know if we can capture it.

那些充满疑惑的未来。

But, we seems to forget to

treasure the present given to us today.

却忘却了被给于的礼物，今天。

DiRectioN

努力，得而且确的是需要方向的。

方向，将会让你超越所谓优点和缺点。

如果没有真确方向，

努力的过程中有多少个对，

最终的结果也是错的。

反之，有了正确的方向，

努力的过程中有多少的错，

仍然会让你走向对的旅程。

实践是测量真理的唯一标准。

再多的埋怨也不能突破上天所设下的差异。

No matter how hard you try,

It's impossible to pass through the limitation.

真实的去面对时，不难发现到这世界是不太公平的。

When you face it sincerely,

you will realize the world ain't as fair as you think.

有些人，生而富有；有些人，生而贫穷。

Some are borned to be rich; some are not.

有些人，天资过人；有些人，天生迟钝。

Some are borned to be smart; some are not.

再怎么去追究，这也不能被改变的事实。

It is a unchangeable fact.

所谓“生而平等”，也不是不无道理的。

However, I never debt that everyone are borned to be "EQUAL".

然而，若真想在条件和立场不一样的情况下得到平等，

Because you have the "CHOICE",

就必须“选择”。

to choose something that doesn't have the limitation of ability and standpoint.

选择就算条件不一样，也可以得到平等成就的事业。

Choose a career that make you same as others.

别让你的一生，

来了没有人知道，走了也没人记得。

Never be someone who doesn't mean anything to others.

希望你们找到你们追求的成功。

I am looking upon the SUCCESS to be yours.

Brave

The best way to look through the future, is to create it.

Never afraid to experience.
In fact, most of the nice memories in our life are made up by mistakes.



Yesterday is a history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

TODAY, is a gift.

相信

没有一个经验是白费的。
只有不愿累计经验的人，在默默的浪费着人生。

相 信

所有一切的一切，只需相信。

Dream[s]

从窗口透进你眼里的月光，

有否将化为白色梦境的昨夜照亮。


当梦还在，

我悄悄地走进你梦里，

只盼能成为你视线的一角。

小心翼翼的，不让你醒过来。

只想在你醒来的那一刻，

能够仔细的看看我对你的爱。

Never Give Up

君子立恒志，
小人恒立志。

天顺，别放弃！

只有相信，

才是通往她的心的钥匙。

Spark

人与人的关系真的微妙。

在数学里，我们可以容易的理解到 1+1=2

可是这简单的算术在生命的共鸣下是不合理的。

以心理学为基础的家庭观 1+1>贰

以社会学的爱情观 零<1+1>无限

以管理学或行销学却会得出一个 1+1=未知数

[心理学]

当一个人的精神到达另一个升华的同时，

为了追求安稳，家庭与自由开始成为了一个人生活的基准。

[爱情观]

生命中擦肩而过的每个个体，

随时会让一个人从零提升至无限；

也会让一个人从无限里堕落至什么都没有。

[管理学/行销学]

将不一样的个体放在一个系统去操作的情况下，

产生出来的火花往往是不可预知的。

若果你认为一个Idea加上另一个Idea会等于两个Ideas,

那你就错了，因为人类会将的磨擦出来的火花，绽放成Brainstorm。

driving

人生的哲学，就跟驾车一样。

懂得驾车的人都会了解到，

一味的踩着油门并不能让它行驶的更快。

学会在适时地放掉油门，

体验一下刹车的重要性，

是驾车的要领，也是行驶在人生轨道上的要领。

Forgotten

几十年前，这世界没有你。
Ages ago, you wasn't part of existence of this world.
几十年后，你也不存在于这世界。
Years later, you will no longer belong to surface of Earth.
何必那么在意呢？
Why should you care so much?

先撇开轮回的理论不说，
Let's forget about the theory of Samsara,
你的人生真的只有那么一次。
it is the fact that your life time is only once.
过程中所犯的错，是成长的兑换券。
All the mistake you have done, is the bill of exchange for maturity.

我个人认为，
In my opinion,
烦恼，是健忘的人的代名词。
Worries, is the pronoun for forgetful.

凡（烦) 人，
A mortal,
常常将一些无法掌控的事情放在心上，
always think about things that are out of his control,
却忘了好好为自己打算。
but forgetten what they should do for their own life.

@nicholas_phoa [Life is a pill of nutrition, you can refuse to take it,

but if you learn how to use it, it might make your life better]

他の她

对于美好的未来，常常会显得一丝丝的不安。

不安，因为对于美好的事物将降临我身边，
感到即期待，即遥远的虚幻。

感觉伸出去的那只手，触摸到的是梦的一角。

不断地提醒自己，别去思考失败了怎么样，

而是应该把注意力放在成功后想做的事。




对于事业，我感觉自己已经触摸到成功的鳞片。
对于那个她，我确实觉得连梦也显得太奢侈了.

我，

我应该放手吗？

Untittled

那名为“命中注定”的东西看起来是挺有趣的，

The thing named "Fate" seems to be quite interesting.

它让你遇见你要遇见的人，却并不代表它给与两人相守的机会。

It let's you meet up with someone you have been looking for,

however, it never seems to be a chance for you to achieve your happiness.

没有什么可怨的,

There is nothing to blame about,

没有人刻意躲在一个角落，等待着让你难堪的机会。

They doesn't hide in a corner to seek for the chance to hurt you.

~放手 Let Go

她告诉我，别将有刺的东西紧握在手里。

She told me, not to hold uncertainty in my hand.

天下无大师

1940年代，
尚若有个人，
看见一个坏了的科技产品
就能看出坏在哪里，该怎么修理，
人们都会称他为大师。

2008年，

无论一个人多有本事修理科技产品，

人们都只会称他为技术人员。

1960年代，
尚若有个人，
将稻草拔起就能断定此稻草是何时栽种，其土壤的品质好坏。
人们都会称他为大师。

2008年，

无论一个人多有本事去判断栽种的季节，土壤的品质，

人们都只会称他为农夫。

1980年代，
当一个人对大众述说着如何复兴经济，
让国家更加发达。
人们都只会称他为臭知识份子。

2008年，

当一个人在述说着1980年的臭知识份子所说的经济学时，

人们都会称他为经济学家。

问题并不在于你拥有的知识

是什么，而是社会有多需要你。

失败的人，并不见得努力不足。

成功的人，并不见得有比失败

的人来的努力，可是他做的决

定，肯定是比失败的人来的正确。

与其努力在错的决定上，
不如努力的做对决定。

得失

人常道，
有得必有失。

我并不打算推翻这理论，
因为我觉得，这是真理。
但，我必须申明，这不是一个人不去追求 理想 的借口。

有人说，追求那么多，
到后来不也失去很多吗？ 真是如此吗？

追求，
并不是给于一个贪的借口，
而是一个实现梦想的途径。

其实，
得失之间必须看得开，也必须看得透。

因为，一个人并没有多少东西可以失去。
反之，可以得到的远远超越一个人可以失去的。

有些人，
以为不去追求就不会失去，
以此为理由，打算一辈子都将自己捆在谷底之中。

他们并没有发现到，
不愿冒险的他们，冒了生命之中最大的险。
那就是让他们的生命衰败在陈腐的思想中。

SatiSfactioN

If someone offers you that he gives you happiness by paying him 100 dollar,
will you pay for it?

I won’t even consider it because it is too expensive.
It’s not because I am too poor to pay for it, it’s because it doesn’t worth it.
Happy or not, it’s not about what you own or what you have given out,
It’s about how you value your life.

Someone who owns very less, can be very satisfied and happy in his life,
however there are also people who owns a lot but not happy at all…

Happiness is the way you value things, it is a expression of satisfaction.

Destiny

A guy lost his key,
he is looking for it around the town.
A man passed by and asked,

[What are you looking for?]

[My key, I lost it.]

[Where did you lost it?]

[In my house.]

[Why are you looking for it outside here?]

[Because it is brighter outside]

Most of the time,
a person will still follow the crowd
even he knows how his own life should be going on.

Don't ever think that it will easier to find just because it is brighter.

Don't ever forget your own destiny even everyone chosen the different path.

路

有一个人，掉了钥匙，
他在路边找着的时候，
有个路人经过，就问他：

[你在找什么？]

[我的钥匙，我掉了。]

[你在那里不见的？]

[家里。]

[那为什么你在这里找呢？]

[因为外面比较亮。]

很多时候，
一个人就算知道自己的人生怎么走，
仍然会盲目的跟随大众的步伐。

别因为外面比较亮，就认为外面比较容易找。

别因为别人怎么走，就忘了自己的路。

to be or not to be

人生当中，有所谓；有所不为

知可为而为之，是趁势
知不可为而不为之，是智慧
知可为而不为之，是寡闻
知不可为而为之，是[勇者*]

*注：
勇者，不是英雄。
既不是时势所选的人，
也不是造时势之人。

Silence

Silence have been the last thing come out from our mouth..
沉默成了我们仅有的话题。

I accept it,
我接受这样的结局，
because I realize that receiving what fate are giving,
因为我明白，面对命运，
is things I have to learn in my life.
也是人生的课题。

Although it's not the result I am looking for,
虽然这不是我要的结局，
but life won't be giving you a chance to bargain.
但是生命，是没有人讨价还价的余地。

It's not that fate don't show mercy to human,
不是命运的冷漠无情，
it's not that how mean this world is.
也不是人生的残酷。

It's the choice I made,
这是我所做的选择，
not the chance I have been given.
并不是被给与的机会。

I have chosen to be around you,
我选择了留在你生边，
and that's the choice that lead me to such ending.
这就带领我走向着命运的选择。

-生命，没有理所当然-

Never take anything as granted

Ending

勤劳总会有个结果，
问题是，不一定是好结果。

Harworking, will lead to a result.
The problem is, is it the ending you are seeking For..

The Biggest Joke

The moment i heard it,

I though it's a joke and i was hoping it was.

Yet,I knew how mean this world is,

I knew how things always go against our will..

7 years after our last met,

I had so many words I wanted to tell you,

there were so many things I wanted to share with you.

You left me,

without giving me another chance to tell you how important you are to me..

Words that suppose to come out from my mouth,

every breath seems to be so hard for me,

I can no longer stop the tears coming out from my eyes.

Chances I though I have, had faded away with your death.

I swallowed things I want to say because you can no longer hear me.

xEnO@ The April Fool

Can you stop doing that!?

可以不要这样吗?
Can you stop doing that?

Days and days, we are requesting others to do or not to do something.

日复一日的，我们不断的要求着别人，

回头望一望自己，应该做的，我们都做了吗？

But then, are we doing things we should be doing?

我们的为所欲为，

We doing everything we wanna do,

do we ever think about future?

未来怎么办？

Earth don't belong to us,

地球不是我们的，

她是我们向我们的孩子借来的。

it's a land we borrow from our child.

We have to return it in good condition.

破坏了她，我们的孩子怎么办？

失恋的季节

为什么你出现在她出现之后，
但是若你出现在她出现之前，我会懂得珍惜你吗？

我们的沉默不代表平静。

当我们以为相爱的人会永远在一起的那一刻，
命运的齿轮会适时地出现，提醒我们人生的残酷。

为什么爱，给了却没有结果。
为什么爱，要以伤害为句号。
为什么爱，是不断重复的愚蠢。

人类啊，真是错种复杂的动物啊。
明明知道疼痛的感觉还不断的刺伤自己。
明明知道感情游戏的规则，还自以为聪明的玩下去。

We seems like enjoying the things we say to each other,
But why it ended up with my sadnessAnd you seem like never care about my pain

Reasons

Things changed as time passed,
but there are things that never change in this world.

Everything that has a beginning has an end.
Sunrise will end with a sunset.
Wound will end with its recovery.
Life will end with its death.

The reason this world seems to be beautiful is because it is incomplete.

We always try to change things in life, giving all of our effort to change it.
That’s the reason we working so hard.

We can’t decide some thing that happen in our life,
but at least, we have to know where our life going and where we want it to end.

孤独中的神之祈祷

我说的话，想让你听见。
我唱的歌，想让你感受到。
而你却不曾有心去宁听，
是我说得不够生动，还是你不曾用心去宁听。

一生中，
如果有个女孩愿意用心去宁听我说的话，
我希望是你。

但你不是，不是你不会宁听，
而是你不曾为我宁听。
为什么我爱的你，
不属于我，而属于另一个他。

我不相信神，但如果有神的话，
我会恨他，很恨他。

人生并不可悲，可悲的只是我的人生

I am beside you,
yet I am feeling I am a fake existence,
words I said, never reach you…

in the end

曾经发誓

会一辈子爱着对方，保护对方的两人，

为什么到了无法挽回的时候，

都在用谎言来伤害对方。

难道爱的尽头，

是永无止尽的痛苦？

曾经说过

会一辈子留在我身边的你，

为什么还没看到尽头，

就离我而去。

难道誓言的尽头，

是无法兑现的欺瞒？

Price

As the raindrop hit my face,
I found that I can no longer differentiate my tears and the rain.
I did not runaway, because I know there is no place for me to hide.
There will never be a place that is safe from the pain you are giving me.

I understand that there will not be anything exists
between you and me, because we are fated to be the parallel line
that both of us will never occur with each other.

Things seems like very clear and make sense,
but why I still can’t stop my tears coming out from my eyes.
Why am I letting the tears fuzzy my vision?
Is this the price I have to pay, for falling on you?

Why we are fated only to meet up,
not to falling in love?

There’s no comfort in the truth,
pain is all you’ll find.

Gambler

I would say love is a gamble,
a game that the host and the gambler both taking the risk.
In this game, your time and your heart is the gambling stake.
You might win all you want,
but you are taking the risk of losing everything.
Not everyone can get a straight flush in this game,
because there is no rules in this game.
A barbarian game like love does’t need rules.
All your theory and common won't work on it.
The moment you thought you are winning
the game would lead you into another bottomless trap.
Trap that wills trap you in the darkness till death.

didn't you realize how similar

the pattern of love and the pattern of insanity

awakening

I know time is passing,
but I can no longer feel it.
Like it is frozen by something.


Is it sealed by the Sadness Or Happiness?
I trapped myself in the memories,
because I am afraid to being awake.
Having sense make me feel much colder than staying in the prison of time.


I heard someone knocking the door,
the door of my heart.
Telling me it's time to wake up..
Telling me not to run away..


I don't know where the sound comes from,
but I understand what it is tryng to tell me.


I know I have to stand up,
although there is no hand I can grab.
I know I have to wake up,
although the winter haven't passed.