雨

天使的泪水从天际掉落时，
它拍打着我肩膀的每一下都像射穿我身体般的痛。
是雨的重量在伤害着我，
还是我身心的疲惫使我经不起泪水的考验？

水和糖不论多么努力的搅拌，
永远都没办法像加了牛奶的咖啡一样散发着令人难忘的香。

糖用了它的一生为水付出，
却如何也没办法使水摆脱平凡的命运。
水加了糖，变甜了。
但它却常常分不了轻重，使水承受了太多的糖分，
令它甜得难以下咽。

糖知道，
哪天，水一定可以得到幸福。
糖也知道，
水的幸福，它给不了。

the end 。the beginning

Finally,I finish my UEC exam.
Actaully,I didn't really did well in the exam as things just don't seem right.
For the first time,I am lacking of ideas when I am trying to finish my essay,
and that is the first time,I understand what 'hypertension' means.
Maybe i am pushing myself too hard to do better.

Finsihing my exam,I know I have to move on to another place.
I am leaving school soon,start something new that are awaiting me out there.
This is an ending,and also a beginning for me.
I don't know what is going to happen in the future,but i knew i can't stop at this moment.
I hope i could have more courage to move on,
at least let me have the strength to let go something that i shouldn't bring it along with me.

I am so afraid to face all these,
because it is so horrible to face something unknown,don't you think so?
And the same things always happen at this moment,
she will never be with me when i need her.

I knew what is the ending between she and me,
but I am just pretending there is a hope infront of us.
Does that means accepting something bad is more horrible than facing the unknown?
Who knows?
No one is going to care about that,isn't it?
Because not even me gonna think about that now.
Love is a a part of life,
but when the love you are giving is more than you nor your beloved one can afford,
it's going to make your life apart.

被风吹起的蒲公英，它是那么快乐的飞翔着，但这份快乐却只能维持到它掉落到地面的那一刻。
相爱的两个人，他们是那么的幸福，但这份幸福却必须在说了不爱后出现裂痕。
没有永远吹不停的风，也没有给不完的爱，
更没有永远爱你的我....