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I should be a heartless,but again,i sunk into the river,
the river of love.Are we not fated to be together?
I dont know,maybe thats the way we should be.
I hate love,but i fall in love again..

I have a heart,but i am powerless to control it.

I dont remember,did I dream of you anymore.
I dont remember,did I think of you again.
I dont remember,did I still love you like yesterday.
I dont remember,since when,all these have became a habit..

I have forgotten,not because it is a past,
but its because loving you have became a habit.
Habit,is something we need not to know,but repeat it without realize.

I dont remember I dreamed of you,
because you even appear in my mind when I am day dreaming.
I dont remember I think of you,
because you are inside me.neaver fade away.
I dont remember I love you like yesterday,
beacause I love you more than yesterday,but less than tomorrow...

this world was built with love and hatred,
we are not given a chance to choose,
I were chosen to love,
but if I can,I neither love nor hate.

the one who really know the precious of happiness,
is those who have met failure in life..

oNLy fOR yOu..

As the swing swings...
Will u be there just for me?
As the wind blows...
Can u ever notice me again?
As the river flow...
Can u see my reflection on you?
As the sunrise...
Will I be always in your mind?

It's not just a thing to say...
I just want you to understand how i feel
And what I really is...
It's not that i dont wan to tell you
It's just that I wan you to understand
You worth everything i did for you
Because you are everything for me
It's not that I am not in your mind
But i am always out of your sight...
It's not that you hate me
You acctually like me...
But unfortunately...
Your like is only as a friend not as a couple
It's not something I think so complicatedly
It's something for me to understand...
There's nothing such as worth or not for me to like you nor to make you as "my friend"
It's not that you wanted to hurt me
It's something you want me to know
You said you can't give me anything
You said you can't see me like that
You said you can't turnback
You said you can't face me
You said you can't see me in your heart
Cause I m not a somebody for you... not for you...
You said you're sorry...
But you didn't know that i never blame you at all..

Yung,although i am not the chosen one,but i never regret for giving all the best of me

iNfiNity!?

I am not worthy for you to do all these..
for all the girl in this world,dont ever say this to a guy who love you so much.
cause he is doing all this,without any repay.
you can said that,guys are stupid creature,
sometimes,he give all the best of him even they know she dont love him.
but what to do?that what we call love,maybe you might think that its a sacrifice,
but the one who giving,wont lost anything,cause they feel its worth,even its only a smile you gave him.

in their mind,
their is nothing such as worth or not,cause doing something for the person we love,
its another sense of happiness..

but for the one who waiting for love,dont ever says
I will wait you forever..
I will love you till forever..
i bet you cant do that,
cause infinity is too far for the tiny existense of human..
no one lives forever,neither you nor me,
not even those who giving a meaningless infinity promises..
human change as time will fade..
maybe you might think that i am pessimistic in the view of love,
unfortunately,its true.
are you gonna hold a hopeless love?
are you going to use all your lifetime to wait even you know its a endless waiting?
think of it before you tell how infinity your love can be..

p.s.
to yung,i cant give you a endless promise,
what i gonna do is telling you a present truth that i really love you..
i always hoping you are here with me,every moment..
sharing what happened to me,my feeling,my love with you

tHe pRoMisE

do you ever give a promist that you cant keep?
giving this kinda promise is a empty bottle that cant fill anything,
its meaningless and useless..

maybe,she dont know what you said,cause she only remember the one for her,
maybe,she dont want you to do as you promised,cause she has nothing to give you,
but she never know,what we care aint what she give us,
we only care whether she is happy at this moment..

i used to promised i will be there for her no matter what,
but she never let me know,just as me name never appear in her heart
just as i am nothing for her.

Dont hold my hand, if your going to let go.....
Dont say u love me, when you not really sure.....
Dont give me hope, if your going to bring me down.....
Dont say forever, if you won't be there.....
Dont keep me waiting, if you dunno what to say.....
Dont give memories, if you wan me to forget.....
Dont give me promises, if they never be kept........

think before you say,cause you have to pay for it,
especially when a person believe in your promise so much..